Semester in Review – A Self Evaluation

1. What is it that I am trying to investigate in my practice? What am I most passionate about?

I think I’m still trying to figure out how to define my personal “practice” and what it is I’m trying to “investigate.” This semester, I got a great overview of the media studies field and am still working to see where it is I fit. I have a potential concept that I would like to explore as a thesis, which I was able to explore in several of my classes and have received a lot of positive feedback about. When it comes to production however, I am still more comfortable with theory and wasn’t able to fully express some of the ideas I was working on in a multimedia format. Although, I don’t have specifics at the moment, I can say with certainty that I am passionate about the field of media studies and the idea that theory is augmented by the addition of production tools and creative projects. As I stated, I am still trying to piece all of this together personally, but I feel this semester gave me a good push in that direction.

2. What are my strengths and weaknesses?

As I mentioned previously, I have always been strong when it comes to theory and writing. Both come very easily to me and it is not difficult for me to feel confident in those areas. Where I know I have room for improvement is undoubtedly my production skills. With the exception of a few photography concepts, I was starting from scratch this semester. I knew (and still know) a lot about film theory, but production techniques were never something that I had the opportunity to learn. As someone who always takes pride in their work and is used to being good at what they do, it has been a struggle for me to learn the techniques required to produce effective multimedia material.The Concepts course gave a great overview of the “tools of the trade,” however it seemed to go by rather quickly and I still don’t feel as adept as I would like in certain areas.

3. What are the core elements missing from my practice? How will I obtain them?

I am still lacking proficiency with some of the software and the techniques associated with filming and audio collection. I think there is room for impovement in both areas and I hope to obtain them through continued study and coursework at the New School. I am especially hopeful to become more proficient in the editing process (using FinalCut Pro). This semester, I struggled with having an adequate amount of time to acquire and learn these new skills. Between working a full time job and carrying a 9 credit course load, I was constantly running short on time and felt that I wasn’t getting everything out of the assignments that I wanted to. I am rectifying this next semester by reducing my course load in order to spend enough time and attention on each project so that I can gain the proficiency in these areas to bolster my practice.

4. What was my preferred medium before the course? After the course?

Prior to the Concepts course, my preferred method was theory and analysis. Throughout the semester however, I have acquired a love for photography and intend to incorporate it more into my practice. I also have really enjoyed the editing process and will continue to experiment in the medium.

5. What is the next topic, theme, or question I would like to investigate in my next project?

As I mentioned previously, through my work this semester, I have uncovered a potential thesis idea and intend to work with it more for upcoming projects. I am studying the commodification of nostalgia. While I won’t go into all of the details in this post, I have found myself engrossed in the subject and have been familiarizing myself with nostalgia and memory theory over the course of the semester. My desire is not to do a strictly theory based thesis. I want to incorporate a multimedia element. While I am still uncertain of how that will look, I hope to investigate different ways of presenting it with future projects.

6. What is something I learned in this class that I can teach someone else?

There is a learning curve and it is important to be patient with yourself. (I think I am still trying to teach myself this lesson as well).

7. What is something I will try to do next semester that I have never done before?

I am currently enrolled in the time-based concepts course for next semester and I hope to continue exploring some of the production techniques introduced in the introductory concepts course; even though I have done some of the exercises before, I still feel as though everything is very new. Next semester I hope that I can put together something I am genuinely proud of. I also would like to put together a personal website based on some of the ideas explored recently.

8. What is something I will try to do every day or every week that I did not do before this course?

I want to continue to blog on a weekly basis after this course is over. It has been a very important exercise for me in documenting my journey and struggles as a graduate student, specifically as it relates to media studies.

9. What is a creative project that I would do with a budget of $150 million?

I would love to produce a documentary or film, even though the outlined budget seems rather outlandish for a documentary. Perhaps I’m thinking too small, but it’s the first thing that comes to mind when presented with the scenario that money is no object. Perhaps, I would even start my own production company with the excess funds.

10. How could I do the same project with a budget of $150?

The scale of the documentary would change considerably, but $150 wouldn’t be impossible. I might consider something more web based as opposed to film based, however I think the heart would remain the same.

My Website – A Re-design Analysis

For my personal website, I would like it to be just that, personal. At this juncture in my life, as a graduate student in the field of media, I think that it is most appropriate that my website essentially, sells myself, my accomplishments, and works as a platform to show what I am doing within the field. My goal would be for this site to continue to house a blog as well as my resume, photography, and any other current projects that I am working on. As my career develops possibly, so too can the website. The current incarnation that I have is not very expansive, or designed to the specifications that I would ultimately like. Currently, I do not believe I am utilizing the personal web space to its full potential. Below is a site map of a proposed redesign of the site.

I. Home Page

A. Blog

B. Resume

C. Photography (and/or Projects)

D. About

E. Links

As you can see, the proposed site map is relatively simple. I want to maintain a simple site so that the content can be highlighted. With a personal web site, I do not currently need something overly complicated, with multiple links and sub pages. What I do need is a space that can adequately “sell” myself and help me to plug in to the media studies field.

New York Magazine – A Web Analysis

Even before I moved to New York, I loved New York Magazine for it’s witticisms, it’s current commentary on media and politics, and the window it offered me into New York life. When I finally made the transition to living in New York full time, the magazine became not just a piece of reading material, but a resource for living in a new city. Still, I visit their website daily and read it more often than I do the printed version. The NY Mag website is incredibly well designed and hosts their content in a thoughtful and practical manner. Aside from the longer form content that fits more easily in the magazine context, the site also hosts blogs on various topics that are updated multiple times daily. Daily Intel (Politics), Vulture (Pop Culture), Grub Street (Food), and The Cut (Fashion) are all featured prominently on the main page for easy navigating. The website does offer the magazine content, but features the more web-friendly content (i.e. the blogs), which is a practical choice when building a website. Because the blogs are constantly updated, the web site is something that can be checked throughout the day, increasing traffic, as opposed to a traditional magazine site that is only updated with content perhaps weekly or monthly. In addition to the blog content, the NY Mag website is also a resource for living in New York. As a vibrant, cultural city, with events happening constantly, it is a great resource for finding events, exhibitions, and restaurants. All of these things are easily search-able within the respective headlining categories. NY Magazine’s audience is in the 20-40 age demographic, young, well-informed, social, and integrated/aware of goings on in the city. I think that the site serves this demographic and function exceptionally well. Below is a site map that demonstrates how the site achieves this functionality.

I. Home Page

A. News and Features

  • News and Features Home
  • Daily Intel (Blog)
  • The Sports Section (Blog)
  • Intelligencer
  • Party Lines
  • Business
  • Media
  • Politics
  • Sports
  • Find
  • Current Issue
  • Cover Story & Issue Archives
  • Columnists
  • Kurt Andersen
  • James Cramer
  • John Heilemann
  • Chris Smith

B. Restaurants

  • Restaurants Home
  • Grub Street (Blog)
  • Openings
  • Recent Reviews
  • Adam Platt
  • Robin Raisfeld
  • Rob Patronite
  • Gael Greene
  • Best of NY Food
  • Cheap Eats
  • Where to Eat 2011
  • Food Videos
  • Find
  • Restaurant Listings & Menus
  • Recipes from New York Chefs
  • Gourmet & Wine Shop Listings
  • Sign Up
  • Restaurant Insider Newsletter
  • Grub Street Newsletter

C. Bars

  • Bar and Nightlife Home
  • Bar Buzz
  • Nightlife News
  • Best of NY Nightlife
  • Find
  • Bars & Clubs
  • Club Nights
  • Comedy Shows
  • Cabaret Shows

D. Entertainment

  • Entertainment (Home)
  • Vulture (Blog)
  • David Edelstein (Blog)
  • Agenda Picks
  • Approval Matrix
  • Art
  • Books
  • Classical & Dance
  • Movies
  • Music
  • Theater
  • TV
  • Entertainment Videos
  • Find
  • Movie Tickets & Showtimes
  • Events by Date
  • Theater Reviews & Tickets
  • Concert Listings
  • Gallery Listings
  • Museum Schedules
  • Free Events
  • Sign Up
  • Vulture + Agenda Newsletter

E. Fashion

  • Fashion Home
  • Fashion Shows
  • The Cut (Blog)
  • Fashion Calender
  • Fashion Video
  • Look Book
  • Video Look Book
  • Model Manual
  • The Cut iPad App
  • The Fug Girls
  • Find
  • Runway Looks
  • Shows by Season
  • 100 Best Looks
  • 100 Worst Looks
  • Designers
  • Models
  • Clothing Stores
  • Sign Up
  • Fashion Alert Newsletter

F. Shopping

  • Shopping Home
  • The Cut (Blog)
  • Store Openings
  • Best Bets Daily
  • Best of NY Shopping
  • Home Design
  • Find
  • Store Listings
  • Products and Picks
  • Sales & Bargains
  • Sign Up
  • Shop-a-matic Newsletter
  • New York Deals

G. Agenda

H. Travel

  • Travel Home
  • Five Point Weekend Escapes
  • Winter Travel Planner

I. Real Estate

  • Real Estate Home
  • Real Estate News
  • Real Estate Columns
  • Real Estate Videos
  • Home Design
  • Listings: Rentals
  • Listings: Sales

J. Visitor’s Guide

  • Visitor’s Guide Home
  • NYC Hotel Search

K. Beauty

  • Beauty Home
  • Spa Listings
  • Salon Listings
  • Best of NY Beauty
  • Beauty Best Bets

L. Design

M. Weddings

N. Best Doctors

O. Dating

P. Best of NY

  • Best of NY Home
  • Beauty
  • Food
  • Kids
  • Nightlife/Fun
  • Services
  • Shopping
  • By Neighborhood
  • A-Z List

The Rat Race

I’ve always been a lover of film, but never a maker of film. Through my graduate studies, I have been challenged in more ways than ever imagined and have been met with the opportunity to acquire new skills that I’ve always wanted, but never quite knew where to start. I had always been pretty apprehensive about creating media. Theory and academia have historically been places where I’ve felt comfortable. I always wanted to be the creator, but never had the skills, or the time, or the ideas (at least that’s what I told myself).

Well, the nice thing about graduate school, particularly the New School, is that it forces you to become a participant. I still may not have the time, but what I do have now are the resources. I have incredible access to tools and knowledge that have finally helped me branch out to become a creator of media and not just a critic.

Posted below is my first attempt at a film. As a very harsh critic of my own work, I can’t get past the feeling that there are several things I would like to change and still need to work on, but when I look objectively, I think it’s something to be proud of. Two months ago, I had never shot any video or used Final Cut Pro or really made any media project from start to finish by myself. I still have so much to learn, but I am enjoying the process. I found myself completely engrossed in the editing process; fascinated by the ability to fine tune and create art out of raw footage. It has really broadened my perspective of film in a way that my years of theoretical study have not been able to.

I have a long way to go until I consider myself “proficient,” but everyone has to start somewhere.

The Rat Race from Kelly Dafni on Vimeo.

 

*Note – As an apropos reminder that I’m still learning, the conversion to QuickTime from Final Cut did not go very smoothly and unfortunately there are several distortions in the film that I couldn’t resolve prior to posting. Based on feed back and assistance I receive from my class and professor, I hope that I can correct this at a later time.

Dinner, Party of Nine

Dinner Conversation

This week’s focus on sound prompted me to look at things from a completely new perspective. So often, I don’t notice sound as it’s own concept; it is always part of some other landscape. To focus solely on sound is to discover a new way of looking. Once I started to look for different sounds and isolate them out of context, I was able to see things in a way I hadn’t before.

I rented the Tascam equipment from the New School and did quite a bit of exploration with it, however the recording I was most intrigued by was one that I captured with my iPhone at the spur of the moment. I was at dinner with several friends and recorded about a minute or so of the conversation. What I found really interesting was the way that the space is really defined through the sound clip. As it often is with large parties, you can’t single out one conversation; multiple voices are talking at once – sometimes to each other, sometimes over one another. When you take a moment to just listen to the space and the environment, it takes on a completely new meaning. I really enjoy the way that you hear multiple voices and end up making out phrases and sounds instead of one prolonged conversation. I think that it really captures the dining experience.

The reading from Zettl was also really helpful in fleshing out the ideas of sound and how sound can add new dimensions to visual arts. I find myself being intrigued by the way that sound can really set the tone and “background” so to speak in a relatively unnoticed fashion (when it is done well that is). It has the ability to make something flat, multi-dimensional.

More Phun with Photoshop

Pardon the terrible pun in the title- I couldn’t resist.

As the second part of my Photoshop assignment, I was to create a photo collage and a “doctored image.” I have posted the resulting products below.

First, the “collage” image (and in full spirit of the impending holiday).

 …and the “doctored image.

Original

Altered

I’m still (slowly) getting the hang of Photoshop, but I must admit, it’s pretty fun to play around with; the potential is endless.

Photoshop 101

Below are some before and after images selected from last week’s photo assignment. I changed the levels, hue, and color saturation to bring out the details in the photos and make the images more successful overall. The changes are subtle, but I tried to change the overall color filter and brightness in the photos as they were previously a little on the dark side. I am still fumbling my way around Photoshop; trying to gain a proficiency with it. As a first attempt, I can definitely see ways in which I would like to improve and grow, but am excited to have a new tool to use and explore.

Before

After

Before

After

Before

After

Emotion and Space in New York City

Stemming from the previous research I did around photographers and photography techniques, my concept was about the emotional connection to space in New York City. The idea is this: New York is a city that seems to demand participation from its inhabitants. It is almost impossible to take a lassiez-faire attitude towards the city. Everyday whether positive or negative, it engages you. I wanted to draw on the idea that people’s choices and prediction for one thing over another tells a story about who they are. For example: someone who claims Times Square as their favorite place probably has a very different attitude towards life than someone who adores The Cloisters or The Cathedral of St. John the Divine. Space is kind of esoteric in nature. Why we chose one place over another and for what reason changes from person to person. Particularly in New York, we are obsessed with space and are protective of the places that we love for one reason or another.

When I started to think about my favorite places in New York, I realized that I couldn’t say there was one unequivocal space I loved over another. What I realized is that based on what I need from the city; what emotion I am experiencing, that determines what space I want to be in. I broke it down into three main emotions: Stimulation, Inspiration, and Escape.

For me, when I want to really feel the energy of the city and have all 5 senses stimulated, there is no other place I would rather be than the Union Square Greenmarket. It often feels out of place in such a big city, but the contrast between small town and big city is what I love most about it. The idea of a farmers market is quaint and homey; the fact that it exists in the middle of one of the busiest centers of the city only adds to its appeal in my opinion. It allows you to experience New York through sight, touch, taste, smell, and sound.

For Inspiration, I chose Brooklyn Bridge Park. The Brooklyn Bridge is one of the most iconic New York symbols. To date, one of my favorite images of all time is the screen shot from Annie Hall where Alvy Singer and Annie are sitting on a bench with the Brooklyn Bridge perched majestically in front of them. The park is special and offers unmatched views of the city. Whenever I go there I fall in love with New York. It is a space that allows me to think and walk and clear my head while still engaging with the energy of the city.

Lastly, as my New York escape, I chose BAM Cinemas. Really, it’s not just BAM in particular, but any of the wonderful movie theaters that we have in New York: Film Forum, The Angelika, Landmark Sunshine, IFC, etc. Cinema is my escape. There is nothing I love more than sitting in a dark theater for a couple of hours free from the pressures of talking to anyone or fighting crowds or waiting for trains and buses. There is something about the ritual of the lights dimming and the screen lighting up that completely transports me to another place. I don’t have a favorite theater, as I find every time I’m in one of the great art house theaters, I decide I love that one the most.

My initial thought was to document these three spaces and present a visual portrait of myself. What do these places say about me to others? I thought also that the project could be expanded to include other people and their favorite spaces based on the ideas of stimulation, inspiration, and escape.

The actual execution however, did not go as planned. I found it incredibly difficult to implement the lighting concepts explored in the Zettl text as I was primarily at the mercy of the weather, which was not very cooperative. As a result, the photos I took for the latter two spaces did not turn out well enough to include as a part of my final concept (I suppose it should now be considered a “work in progress”). For the majority of the time I was taking photos, the skies were very overcast and gray not allowing me to explore some of the various ways that lighting can alter a photo.

I was also hindered by scheduling constraints. This far and away has been the most difficult hurdle in executing this concept. As a full time graduate student with a full time job, it has been difficult to set aside enough time to give this project the attention that I desired. I have really been enjoying this exploration of photography and want to be able to dedicate more time than I physically have available to me.

Additionally, while I do really like the concept that I am working with, I was also so incredibly struck by Sakear’s photography and the more that I “mulled it over” I had other ideas come to me, that in all honesty I wish that I had thought of earlier. While too many ideas can never be a bad thing, I found myself feeling at the end of this project slightly unsatisfied. It definitely doesn’t feel finished and I would love the opportunity to continue to explore the lighting techniques as well as trying out some of the new ideas that came to me just a little too late in the brainstorming process.

The photos posted below are from the “stimulate” portion of my concept and were shot at the Union Square Greenmarket.

I am most drawn to the image of the pickles and relishes in jars. I think that the composition is really interesting the way that they are stacked up on top of each other and the way the sign fades in the background. It is also one of the few photos where the light was cooperating and I was able to use it to show the reflection in the glass jars.

As a result of this experience, I appreciate photography in a new way and really enjoy the creative catharsis that it brings me. I would really like to revisit this project as well as some other ideas that came to me towards the end of the assignment.