1. What is it that I am trying to investigate in my practice? What am I most passionate about?
I think I’m still trying to figure out how to define my personal “practice” and what it is I’m trying to “investigate.” This semester, I got a great overview of the media studies field and am still working to see where it is I fit. I have a potential concept that I would like to explore as a thesis, which I was able to explore in several of my classes and have received a lot of positive feedback about. When it comes to production however, I am still more comfortable with theory and wasn’t able to fully express some of the ideas I was working on in a multimedia format. Although, I don’t have specifics at the moment, I can say with certainty that I am passionate about the field of media studies and the idea that theory is augmented by the addition of production tools and creative projects. As I stated, I am still trying to piece all of this together personally, but I feel this semester gave me a good push in that direction.
2. What are my strengths and weaknesses?
As I mentioned previously, I have always been strong when it comes to theory and writing. Both come very easily to me and it is not difficult for me to feel confident in those areas. Where I know I have room for improvement is undoubtedly my production skills. With the exception of a few photography concepts, I was starting from scratch this semester. I knew (and still know) a lot about film theory, but production techniques were never something that I had the opportunity to learn. As someone who always takes pride in their work and is used to being good at what they do, it has been a struggle for me to learn the techniques required to produce effective multimedia material.The Concepts course gave a great overview of the “tools of the trade,” however it seemed to go by rather quickly and I still don’t feel as adept as I would like in certain areas.
3. What are the core elements missing from my practice? How will I obtain them?
I am still lacking proficiency with some of the software and the techniques associated with filming and audio collection. I think there is room for impovement in both areas and I hope to obtain them through continued study and coursework at the New School. I am especially hopeful to become more proficient in the editing process (using FinalCut Pro). This semester, I struggled with having an adequate amount of time to acquire and learn these new skills. Between working a full time job and carrying a 9 credit course load, I was constantly running short on time and felt that I wasn’t getting everything out of the assignments that I wanted to. I am rectifying this next semester by reducing my course load in order to spend enough time and attention on each project so that I can gain the proficiency in these areas to bolster my practice.
4. What was my preferred medium before the course? After the course?
Prior to the Concepts course, my preferred method was theory and analysis. Throughout the semester however, I have acquired a love for photography and intend to incorporate it more into my practice. I also have really enjoyed the editing process and will continue to experiment in the medium.
5. What is the next topic, theme, or question I would like to investigate in my next project?
As I mentioned previously, through my work this semester, I have uncovered a potential thesis idea and intend to work with it more for upcoming projects. I am studying the commodification of nostalgia. While I won’t go into all of the details in this post, I have found myself engrossed in the subject and have been familiarizing myself with nostalgia and memory theory over the course of the semester. My desire is not to do a strictly theory based thesis. I want to incorporate a multimedia element. While I am still uncertain of how that will look, I hope to investigate different ways of presenting it with future projects.
6. What is something I learned in this class that I can teach someone else?
There is a learning curve and it is important to be patient with yourself. (I think I am still trying to teach myself this lesson as well).
7. What is something I will try to do next semester that I have never done before?
I am currently enrolled in the time-based concepts course for next semester and I hope to continue exploring some of the production techniques introduced in the introductory concepts course; even though I have done some of the exercises before, I still feel as though everything is very new. Next semester I hope that I can put together something I am genuinely proud of. I also would like to put together a personal website based on some of the ideas explored recently.
8. What is something I will try to do every day or every week that I did not do before this course?
I want to continue to blog on a weekly basis after this course is over. It has been a very important exercise for me in documenting my journey and struggles as a graduate student, specifically as it relates to media studies.
9. What is a creative project that I would do with a budget of $150 million?
I would love to produce a documentary or film, even though the outlined budget seems rather outlandish for a documentary. Perhaps I’m thinking too small, but it’s the first thing that comes to mind when presented with the scenario that money is no object. Perhaps, I would even start my own production company with the excess funds.
10. How could I do the same project with a budget of $150?
The scale of the documentary would change considerably, but $150 wouldn’t be impossible. I might consider something more web based as opposed to film based, however I think the heart would remain the same.





















